my quest is simple
a desire iВґm trying to feed
ever since aware of myself
consciousness - just being there to bleed
eyesore for others - since the day i was born
i feel the guilt for being me
i feel the shame for being bron
i feel the engine

iВґve already begun to feel dead
if notfor the people that surround
i would drift away or fall apart
dissolve my being without a sound
the enginethe corethe focus of my world
occupying, fuelinguncoupling my two selfs to be heard

i know nobody
iВґm known by none
non being
nothing to anyone
i have no passions
i have no friends
i need the engine
to repent
my only sinto repent my only sin!!!!
torepent
torepent
iВґm only me
the body
the engine!!!

tear down the body
dismantle my inner structure
destroy the shell that contains my soul

my soul
become the engine