I'm here today,
just like every yesterday
Heavy heat,
and sheets stick to my skin
Can't get away from nothingness
I try to get up,
but I have to give in to the force that is keeping me down
I overcome gravity,
I look outside
A cat cries out,
trapped upon a window sill,
but is crying's drowned out by my screaming inside
What will it take?
I wonder what it's like exposed outside,
would I be safe?
When will it break
Try to look out,
I see reflection I just want to break
Sirens moan
They're forever cryingsomeone's probably dying
The sound sticks inside my head
Talk to myself,
I'm company,
but who is to say if nothing if said?
Two windows stare back at me
Three stories high nothing is new
I may sit,
but someday I'll stand
I'll muster up the will and fire myself through